mental disputes...

Knowledge is the piling up of facts.

Wisdom lies in their simplication.

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What do you do, when:
1) U thought the utters of miss would bring about sweet indulges. It was then reciprocated with the offer to medicate the throbbing organ of miss by setting the eyes upon what was yearned. Unfortunately, stones of sarcasm were thrown. Too close of a duration to medicate the brewing miss. What do you do?
2) U thought U were being yourself all the while; playful, naughty and teaseful. Only recently, most of the time, U are being stamped and trampled upon those very traits. What do you do?
3) U thought your suppressed worries need to be let out. U then voiced it to the proper channel. But! Only to realize that the channel has been corked and the worries were being thrown back at you. Plus! U were being accused of intentions that were never yours. U feel insulted. Ultra disappointed. So what DO YOU DO?

I chose to stay silent. I choose to suppress and not say anything. If anything that were being voiced out, would never reach a compromise, instead, being turned back, I would stay with the option to stay silent. A human being can only stand so much stamps and tramples. Well, I am exaggerating. Oh well. The heart is brewing the can soup of non-chalant. Not a good sign that I sigh at the very thought. Sad~

***

Funny~
I was laughing my head off that day. I was too GELI to even look at them. You hurl such statements. But then, you dare show your face. Hypocrites~
Lucky, the apple-of-my-eye was there. She distracted my brewing anger and minimise it to almost nothing. Thank you~

***

I actually could not keep my mouth shut that afternoon. Maybe it was due to the ultra long duration of not attending such 'functions'. Well, at least I am now aware that I have not totally lost all my 'skills' in THAT field. Nevertheless, it does not help that I saw people that I really loathe. *laffZ* It just keeps fuelling my continuous lasers. Sorry Ds. U had to listen to my kutuks~ *laffZ*

It has been a long time.
But!
It was medicated.
Thank you.

***

Sad~
Sad that someone went back on his word. Ibaratkan seseorang yang lupa diri aka kacang-lupakan-kulit. Lupa ke dier kenal si Anuh dari mana?
Sad.
A marriage does not involve only 2 people pe.
Sad~
Sad~
D. Sad kan?
Hug pleash~

think about this...

Food for thought.
No puns intended aye.

Scene 1

He wants me to stop eating junk. Must try to eat a proper meal, with carbohydrates, proteins and fibers. But then again, we went to Marks and Spencers last week. Just so to spend the cash vouchers that he has. (Bear in mind that he kind of dislike I indulging in junk).

He: Amiklah yang mana yang sedap. Kan tak payah bayar. Yang mana awak rasa sedap, amik je. Bleh share nanti pat dalam wayang.
Me: *grins gleefully* U sure? Banyak tau.
He: Amik je.

There I was, picking the biscuits with his interests in mind.

*upon paying*
cashier: $51.40.
Me: We'll be paying by cash vouchers.
cashier: Okays.
He: Awak bawak balik je lah nie biskut-biskut semua k. Saya, sebenarnyer, nak belikan nie semua untuk awak.
Me: *jaws dropped*

So much for wanting to stop I from junking. *tepuk dahi*

Scene 2

My dad wants me to stop eating chocolate.
One morning, while getting ready to go work, I reached for my bag only to discover a bar of Snickers on it.

Me: Ba letak chocolate on my bag?
Ba: Tak ah. Hamzah yak letak.
Me: Bedek! Ba yak letak kan?
Ba: *smileZ*

yah-yah-yah. So much for the adamant stop in chocolate-indulging.

***

I miss my Ds. From the married-and-very-tembam-and-bulat-D, to my kenit-D, to my 1st-wife-who-dah-tembam-balik-D and down to my very last 2nd-wife-who-is-still-tembam-D. Wait seminit. One last baby-mirror-addict-of-a-D. I mish ya babies. Haiyah. I dun hate the job. Neither do I hate the working hours. Just want to get a permanent job first, then I would consider going out and mingle k?

I miss the PRAWN-OATS la D. Kau lah nie memandai introduce it to me. Now, I am salivating at the very thought of it *slurpZ*. nak jugak! nak jugak! nak jugak!

I miss my B. It has been a week. *sigh*

***

Thank you.
A simple man was thought to be the solution to my complicated equation. My hunches were right and was proven true. You could make your way to my heart and soothe its aches.

Thank you.
I opened the door to new things, trembling upon the knob whilst turning it. You held my hand there and stop its tremble and assures me of security.

Thank you.

***

I want my prawn oats!
Anyone?
*winkZ*